Just give me a chance to hold on

I just need to rant for a little and the person I usually vent to is at work.

Why when it's raining do people not use their lights when they are driving. This is not rocket science. Just use your lights. I can see you now and you can see me. It's not hard.

Why are people so rude at Walmart self checkouts. Good lord. You huffing and puffing behind me is not going to make me go any faster. Actually you've just pissed me off so I am going to go slower.

Am I the only one who thought "Wall-E" was depressing. Holy Shit!

I am so in love with The Real World Brooklyn. It is fucking awesome. It's kinda like how the Real World used to be when I watched it in high school. So happy!

Sooner or later
We'll be lookin' back on everything
And we'll laugh about it like we knew what all was happening
And someday you might listen to what people have to say
Now you learn the hard way



And playing in the rain is worth catching cold.



Try not to focus on yourself
Share that love with someone else
Don't let the bitters bring you down
Don't let anything bring you down.

I have fucking amazing friends. Period.

I'm just going to say it. In high school I just never felt like I fit in. Never. I mean I had my friends. I just felt since I had to work so hard in school, just to make it with a B average, that I didn't have time to actually do anything for myself. I pretty much sat back and watched everyone else have a good time. So everyone else in high school thought "Oh yeah, we are such a happy class", were totally wrong. Was I happy? No. Do I wish a spoke up and said something? Everyday I wish I would have.

So now in my life, I'm number one. And it feels good for once in my life. I feel like I have control over it. I can pick who I want to hang out with and who I want to spend my time with. I can pick what I want to do with my life, instead of having someone tell me. I am in control and it feels great.

I even have a job that I love. I mean the job sucks and what I do sucks. But I have amazing friends there. People who actually care if I'm happy or not. People who would do anything to help me and I would do the same for them. People who ask me to come to lunch with them when they are at work and I am at home. So I come in on my day off and go to lunch with them. Even if it is just for Pita Pizza, by the way is the best food invented by man.
Even when I have a shitty day where all I want to do is cry. They call me up, when they are busy...and I can hear the busyness on the phone, just to make sure I'm okay. It makes me want to cry. They are just amazing.

And Ashley, my best friend in the whole world. I would be dead already if she wasn't there. She lets me cry on her shoulder and listens to me when I complain about customers at work. I would not be the person I am today without her. And I thank God everyday for her.

I don't want people to read this and feel sorry for me, that is the last thing I want. I just want to get this out and let my feelings out. I'm just happy that high school is over and I'm done with all of that. I am happy now and it feels so good. My life is just starting and I am so excited to see where it goes.

I am a horrible person. A horrible, awful, detestable, lousy, mean, nasty, repulsive, terrible, good for nothing person!

George: "I think you'll find yourself in a hole in some guy's basement being ordered to put the lotion on the skin or else you'll get the hose again."



Oh man...what a scary ass movie!

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder"


That statement is so true!

"I know all about the 80s....I watch VH1."


Man, I really need to learn to keep my mouth shut at work.

I think each year I need to post a quote from "Christmas Vacation" since I did last year. So here's another quote from the movie!


Clark: Hey. If any of you are looking for any last-minute gift ideas for me, I have one. I'd like Frank Shirley, my boss, right here tonight. I want him brought from his happy holiday slumber over there on Melody Lane with all the other rich people and I want him brought right here, with a big ribbon on his head, and I want to look him straight in the eye and I want to tell him what a cheap, lying, no-good, rotten, four-flushing, low-life, snake-licking, dirt-eating, inbred, overstuffed, ignorant, blood-sucking, dog-kissing, brainless, dickless, hopeless, heartless, fat-ass, bug-eyed, stiff-legged, spotty-lipped, worm-headed sack of monkey shit he is. Hallelujah. Holy shit. Where's the Tylenol?



Oh man! I so love this movie!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ERIKCA!!!




I MISS YOU LOTS!!!

"How can I stand here with you, and not be moved by you?"

No good deed goes unpunished...

I've got a lot to say, if you will let me
It's always hard, when you're around me
But here right now, there's interest in your eyes
So hear me out, and hear this the first time...

That I... love you (come and lay with me)


God, these lines in this song are so true right now.

Well she wants to be the queen
Then she thinks about her scene
Well she wants to live her life
Then she thinks about her life
Pulls her hair back as she screams
I don't really wanna be the queen

I don't really wanna live this.

Start bending me
Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in

You're breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent.


Man, this song totally explains what my day was like today...

I share my birthday with:

-The store manager of the place I work
-a co-worker's son
-Gwyneth Paltrow
-my next door neighbor
-Avril Lavigne
-Meat Loaf

Nothing beats sitting in a movie theater watching Halloween and your cell phone goes off playing your gay sounding Peter Gabriel ring tone. Maybe that's why they say to turn your cell phones off. Just an idea!

4:30 is way too early to get up for work...

A girl at work told me I have "nice earlobes"...



That's definetly something I've never heard before.